I love you but ( a short story I stay woke to )

I love you but i know this girl in college , she kinda bothers me and i think im slowly falling for her, she's cute and all but here's the problem . I really love you but i cant even handle myself , i want to but i got no time .

Im really sorry for this but i dont even want to go out cause i dont like appearences. It gets me into more trouble and i dont have time for any of this. Like when you go out and bump into people you kinda know but don't want too see but since you rapping , they gonna ask for a photograph and sometimes it gets annoying cause all you wanna do is go home and work on the next big thing.

But when it rains i do go out and play in under (H2o) drops for awhile , I dance for awhile , I sing for awhile , I just stand there and do nothing at all for awhile and I be myself for...ever. Then i think i see the girl that im falling in love with , with another guy under the rain , under an umbrella , talking maybe , I can't really see . But i did do something stupid , through some dumb instinct , I ran and grabbed her hand and ran away. We ran and ran and ran , I finally turned , I punched her in the face and continued running . Laughing to myself , I got the wrong girl , what the heck and this is why you don't go out , at least I finally got home then I really see the girl im falling in for infront of my doorstep . She's under an umbrella , I'm under rain , she confesses to me ....... but here's the problem . I really love you but i cant even handle myself .

i want to but i got no time .